Tuesday, August 26, 2008
f*k
if I could use it.I would say I feel f*ked.
It pains me seeing all this happening & nt being able to do anythin bout it.
I really hope to do something anythin to make up for it.
I'm sorry for bringing all this to you. Its my fault.
I feel guilty I really do. although Its said its nt my fault , I still feel tis way.
Nth I do seem to be turning out the way I wan it to.
Its always like tis for me my whole life. Nth works out.
I feel so useless so helpless so messed up.
The heartache is stabbin hard. I dunno wad to do.
I really need someone rite nw. I hope Its you. I really do.
ps . noh 3^o7 !
Friday, August 22, 2008
21.08.08 Outing
Well today me & the gang went to JP for a movie. "4Bia" haha.I slept at 6am in the morning & woke up at bout 1.30pm?
Then head on the prepare myself & everything then went straight to Jurong Point
by MRT. I reached at 2.50pm haha. WOW ! I am early ! FIRST time haha.
It cause I'm driven by the urge to play tekken 6 awhile before the peeps arrive.
Surprisingly I saw Liyi & Jason at the Arcade, they too were early. haha
Then when we've all gathered & gotten out tickets & food, we head into the theatre.
The show wouldnt have been so scary IF it wasnt for the LOUD sound effects -.-
It made the show quite scary tt ur balls might strink . HAHA !
Well I used a popcorn box to cover most of the frightning parts. haha *pathatic* zzz
I also tried to share sms wif Si Ming so as an excuse to nt look at the screen. LOL !
But overall the show wasnt too bad. Brian got scared by Jason o.O LOL ! "he jumped off his seat"
=X
*Well the meal is spicy & filling, I hv burned lips & Si Ming had a bloated stomach.
"Brian's the WINNER !" still eating*
After that we went back to the arcade for summore FUN !
We felt hungry so we went to hunt for food. Walking ard aimlessly tryin to find food we took maybe an hour? zzzz AS USUAL ! so LONG. Even ended up going some other place to eat.
We went to the coffee shop where Liyi's parents work in. We Got FREE PoPia *wrg sp*
It taste GREAT ! "thx uncle!" We also ate BBQ stingray Mee Goreng & etc. Its so spicy & also made a hole in my pocket again T.T
*Shy Boys*
Then we took 198 to West Coast RC to play pool !
had some fun there & also lots of Pool bloppers. -.-
today wasnt a good day for me to Pool. zzz
after that some cabbed home & some bused home.
I took 197 & head home. Well... tts bout it for my day. haha. sry no pics will try to add.
OH OH OH !!! Thx to Brian's reminder, I wanna add on something.
DAMN ! I MISSED THE 97 BUS ! Luckily I still got 197 If nt I'm gonna lone the streets.
I stood up & flagged the bus. First thing is IT DIDN'T FREAKIN STOP !? & the Worst Part Is
The Faggot Driver Is staring at me while I flagged & drove passed me . WTH ?!
SCREW YOU SBS DRIVER !!!
OHOHOH!!! & Both Kenny & I & agrees & maybe also Brian thinks tt JingFen ran up the bus like an Auntie. LOL !!! sry Mexx =X
Will update again soon. =D
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Tuesday, August 19, 2008
RecentEvents
Back for more blogging since I've nt done so for so long.
Well, I'll list out the recent events tt happened.
1. After all the freaking tests which I think I would do badly in, my bunch went to Marina Square to bang at the video arcade while waitin for Brian to join us frm his soccer training.We wanted to eat Steamboat !
*Not this STEAM BOAT !*
*This steamboat*
We then gathered at head on to TianTianSteamboat to stuff our faces wif food. Brian joined us halfway.
an happy event yet wif sum misheps. Kenny had sum prob & had to leave us early to the doctors. Glad his alright. Then after all that we went back to the ARCADE! to bang on more video games! I gt really pissed cause I keeping losing play Tekken 5. lol !
*This game rocks*
I like it cause it's more realistic than most fighting games out there. After all these we then head down to the Esplanade to chill out. Didnt went back cause its late & Midnight Cab SUCKED ! We sat ard chatting & also watched Get Smart on Gab's Mac. its freaking cold ~~ went back when the sun rised. Its been fun.
2. I slacked at home most of the time except maybe going out some day where I went out wif lionel to hangout ard town. Damn we always say the shittiest jokes... hahah. Enjoyed the day wif him. Will hangout again soon.
3. Met up wif the gang again at Clark Quay. We're going to Drink! We ate at Mac first while waitin for libing & Jingfen then we went in search of a decent pub. But I think we ended up choosing randomly. Haha. But the place was alright though. We order Chivas & started to drink.
*Chivas*
Libing then started the K rave & we all also joined in & started singing. We were drinking till our hearts content & singing till our lungs content. haha! we shouted like we owned the place but who cares? as long as we're having fun..! haha. *would hv gone better if I wasnt so broke =.=* We den head down to buy some drinks at 7-11 *Its a store & MORE !* & went over to the Esplanade AGAIN!. But this time due to the heat & hard steps causing butt numbs. We went over to Marina Square steps to seat. libing was starving but we've got no food. SRY! We played Truth Or Dare there . HAHA! It was freaking funny! but Confidential so I shall nt say much. haha !
We den walked all the way to lucky plaza in search of the nearest Macdonald. @@. ate our breakfast & then bused back. another fun but tiring night. haha
4. I slept at 6am & woke up at 11am. =.= I bused over to far east with JunHong. We going for our FIRST ever FOOD TESTING SURVEY !!! . It sucked. hahaha. Its Calbee Jagabee the hard & big fries in a cup.
*sucked*
They asked "does the advertisement portrait the product well ?" THE ADVERTISEMENT SUCKED !. some robot dance which I dun understand wad is doing & finally the last 5 second showing a potatoe that says "REAL POTATOE TASTE !" =.= who caress.
But still quite alright $15 for 30mins of my life. haha We then bought CHIPPY! & there goes 10bucks.
*CHIPPY RULES!*
*Yummy Cheesey Spicey Chicken*
hahaha omgggg. then we bused back. Cant hangout long cause Junhong hv tests on monday & tuesday. So cant play saddd. Cant wait for him to end so we can go crazy once again!. haha.
tts all for nw. will update soon. peace out ppl. XD
Well, I'll list out the recent events tt happened.
1. After all the freaking tests which I think I would do badly in, my bunch went to Marina Square to bang at the video arcade while waitin for Brian to join us frm his soccer training.We wanted to eat Steamboat !
*Not this STEAM BOAT !*
*This steamboat*
We then gathered at head on to TianTianSteamboat to stuff our faces wif food. Brian joined us halfway.
an happy event yet wif sum misheps. Kenny had sum prob & had to leave us early to the doctors. Glad his alright. Then after all that we went back to the ARCADE! to bang on more video games! I gt really pissed cause I keeping losing play Tekken 5. lol !
*This game rocks*
I like it cause it's more realistic than most fighting games out there. After all these we then head down to the Esplanade to chill out. Didnt went back cause its late & Midnight Cab SUCKED ! We sat ard chatting & also watched Get Smart on Gab's Mac. its freaking cold ~~ went back when the sun rised. Its been fun.
2. I slacked at home most of the time except maybe going out some day where I went out wif lionel to hangout ard town. Damn we always say the shittiest jokes... hahah. Enjoyed the day wif him. Will hangout again soon.
3. Met up wif the gang again at Clark Quay. We're going to Drink! We ate at Mac first while waitin for libing & Jingfen then we went in search of a decent pub. But I think we ended up choosing randomly. Haha. But the place was alright though. We order Chivas & started to drink.
*Chivas*
Libing then started the K rave & we all also joined in & started singing. We were drinking till our hearts content & singing till our lungs content. haha! we shouted like we owned the place but who cares? as long as we're having fun..! haha. *would hv gone better if I wasnt so broke =.=* We den head down to buy some drinks at 7-11 *Its a store & MORE !* & went over to the Esplanade AGAIN!. But this time due to the heat & hard steps causing butt numbs. We went over to Marina Square steps to seat. libing was starving but we've got no food. SRY! We played Truth Or Dare there . HAHA! It was freaking funny! but Confidential so I shall nt say much. haha !
We den walked all the way to lucky plaza in search of the nearest Macdonald. @@. ate our breakfast & then bused back. another fun but tiring night. haha
4. I slept at 6am & woke up at 11am. =.= I bused over to far east with JunHong. We going for our FIRST ever FOOD TESTING SURVEY !!! . It sucked. hahaha. Its Calbee Jagabee the hard & big fries in a cup.
*sucked*
They asked "does the advertisement portrait the product well ?" THE ADVERTISEMENT SUCKED !. some robot dance which I dun understand wad is doing & finally the last 5 second showing a potatoe that says "REAL POTATOE TASTE !" =.= who caress.
But still quite alright $15 for 30mins of my life. haha We then bought CHIPPY! & there goes 10bucks.
*CHIPPY RULES!*
*Yummy Cheesey Spicey Chicken*
hahaha omgggg. then we bused back. Cant hangout long cause Junhong hv tests on monday & tuesday. So cant play saddd. Cant wait for him to end so we can go crazy once again!. haha.
tts all for nw. will update soon. peace out ppl. XD
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
thoughts
Back for more updatin!
Been running ard Singapore finding stuffs & etc.but realise I'm running out of dough. haha
Well what could I say.
Why do you think that things wouldnt work out . unless the reason is that you didnt liked me at all in the first place. If that's the case I would've understand. You've once told me you had a little feelings but didnt think it'll work out. My question to you is why?
Close your eyes, forget about everything & just concentrate on 1 question " do you like me ?" forget the consequences the outcomes the external factors & everythin. just concentrate & reach into the deepest part of your heart & tell urself the answer.
Nth is impossible & nth is impossible before you even try. Giv me a chance Giv urself a chance. Dun think back in the future & regreting making the wrong choice. I'm also afraid of making the wrong choice & regretting if I gave up. tt's why i nv did.
IF you like me, we could giv it a shot, things may nt turn out as bad as you might think. We can make it & we'll hold on even if the world is against us, well will pull through & find happiness that we deserved & cherish eveey moment we're together.
After all we've been through, going out or doing stuffs together. doesnt that make the slightest difference in our r/s? dont's you feel the slightest affections for me?
I always thought if I moved slowly & pace myself, I'll eventually bring our r/s to a whole new level. I hope I'm right.
Opening up is not always easy. but you could always try. Just rmb, you can tell me anythin.
Anyway. you'll always be in my heart no matter wad the outcome. I'll nv forget the times we've spent & cherish the memories.
~a chance is all I need~
Monday, August 11, 2008
holidays
Its been long time since I've blog.exams are over now & I really hope I can make it for my FSP & BS
or I'm gonna waste my time retaking & delaying my graduation.
WHICH I don't wan to.
holidays started & I've been doing nth but using the com & playing games.
Gonna look for a job... ANYONE TT HAS A GOOD LOBANG PLS TELL ME! XD
I finally have time to catch up wif my friends which I have no time for during sch
days. =)
anyway I'll try to update more often. This blog is nt dead.
I repeat... This blog is NOT dead !
~where did I go wrong~
I finally have time to catch up wif my friends which I have no time for during sch
days. =)
anyway I'll try to update more often. This blog is nt dead.
I repeat... This blog is NOT dead !
~where did I go wrong~
Benjamin Goi Jia Jun