Tuesday, August 26, 2008
f*k
if I could use it.
I would say I feel f*ked.
It pains me seeing all this happening & nt being able to do anythin bout it.
I really hope to do something anythin to make up for it.
I'm sorry for bringing all this to you. Its my fault.
I feel guilty I really do. although Its said its nt my fault , I still feel tis way.
Nth I do seem to be turning out the way I wan it to.
Its always like tis for me my whole life. Nth works out.
I feel so useless so helpless so messed up.
The heartache is stabbin hard. I dunno wad to do.
I really need someone rite nw. I hope Its you. I really do.
ps . noh 3^o7 !