Wednesday, February 18, 2009

I really miss you. I really cant believe I'm so useless to ever make you leave me.I'm so sorry my love.
I feel so sucks rite now. I dunno hw i am able to continue on my own.
I've said to set u free yet i really dun wan to.
I really hate myself. hate tt i've made u so distrustful of me.. hate tt i've hurt u so much.
i feel so useless... after tryin so hard & finally be wif u. I do sumthin stupid to ruin it all.
1 shot & i've lost the dearest person i ever hv in my life. I feel regretful & stupid.
I dunno why i did those things, i dunno wad the hell is wrong wif me. i'm jus a bastard.
I really hope u'll giv me another chance.. but the chances are so slim i can barely see it.
hw can i ever make u forgive me.. hw can i regain ur trust.. why am i so useless.. i really hate it.. hate my stupidity hate myself.